The following spring, I was struggling with many of the issues that face seventh graders, I didn’t feel loved or accepted. On Easter Sunday, our youth pastor gave a talk on what exactly it meant for Christ to be crucified on the cross. It was then that all of the Bible stories that I had memorized for 13 years came into focus. Right in the middle of Sunday School class, I realized that Jesus had come because I had separated myself from God through my actions. In my heart, I recognized that this Jesus was something that I needed to be able to be friends with God. I went up to the youth pastor and told him what had happened, and I started Baptism classes the next week. During that time, I acknowledged my sinful nature, recognized that I couldn’t be "good" without Christ’s help, and accepted Christ into my heart. I was baptized two weeks later.
As a result of this decision, I have walked with Christ since. However,
my walk was a crawl until my Freshman year of college. (Five years ago) It wasn’t
until I entered college and was "on my own" that leaning on God’s shoulder
became important to me. I learned that God wanted to be acknowledged
in my every day life. He wants us to see Him in every little detail
that happens, because God is not a God of chaos, but of order. He
has taught me countless numbers of things through His word, Campus Crusade
for Christ, and the High School Group where I am a sponsor. God not
only loves me, but wants me to know Him more and more every day. His presence
in my life is my joy and my strength, and I want nothing more than to help
others realize this.
"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:38-39